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A pair of eyes I drew for fun. Just experimenting with details n such y'know.
I like finding fun things to add to my style and try to see what fits.
Btw I'm sorry if I sometimes post a lot of ghøstkid related things I'm just a little obsessed y'know. I always post my fan work even if it's my silliest doodles or genuine hard work. I'll probably work on something cooler later but here have this in the meantime.
#i enjoy having a bit of fun with my style y'know#always wanting to know what fun little things to add#anyways let me know what y'all think!#art#my art#digital art#doodle#do i even properly tag this lol#i sometimes feel bad for constantly posting in the gk tag y'know but i mean i just like showing my fan work#and idk if even properly counts for it#y'know what fuck it#ghøstkid#sorry I'm sorta having a moment rn and mentally my brain is all over the place
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idec anymore. sending this out into the wild
#is this nsft idk#im not tagging this anymore than that if this post finds its people it finds them#snap sketches#this is my idea of drunk posting ig idk. highkey the whiskey's like pretty much worn off but while i was making this post i felt the effect#im still posting it idc havent posted no bullfuckery in a minute and i guess this counts if youre dehydrated enough#listen all i know is that house of m magneto is being released on my birthday and i saw the rendered model for it#and im very not normal. i drew this before seeing it on my tl but still#im just that in tuned with teh universe idk ..#anyway its my bitch ass friend kaylas birthday today. whatever. already wisehd her happy bday#i wanted to draw a comic bout pietro getting mags terrible shampoo that dries his hair out#'is that why' yeah thats why i drew this. too lazy to draw all that rn but the idea of him wearing his helmet in the shower makes me laugh#alas new mutants has shown me he DOES properly wash her hair or whatever ... who even cares ...#also 'snap thats really specific' yeah because i used shampoo my bro got me and it dried my hair out#and i know this because the second i switched shampoos my hair was good and Nto Dry agian the FUCK. evil.#ok bye. im gonna laze around on the couch until i pass out vjLEAKVJAKLJ
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YOU ARE SUPER COOL AND BIG BRAINED AND YOUR ART MAKES ME A LITTLE FERAL. thank you for feeding us and don’t forget to rest + drink water + and do something that makes you feel happy :))
Thank you! -- And cap, I'm actually very, indubitably, dumb.
#messyr#anon i cant even count properly nor read long ass paragraphs without the trouble of processing a single sentence bROO IDK HOW IM IN COLLEGE
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i didnt say it properly before but god you dont know how happy i am that [synth shenanigans] made a return like dude i put that as my name for a reason like DUDE it came BACK after so fuckin LONG MAN
funky banger synths my beloved....
#yellow emoji with hands in air#god. i just fuckin love synths man#TEASED IT IN KK CRUISIN & KJ CRUSHIN WITH THE OTHER SHENANIGANS#moss post#chonny jash#i just. augh#count eleven is so pretty#idk how to properly state it but like#augh#especially when the main melody plays again in that end part of it#both the intense & the died down part#the louder part invokes such a feeling#like that hit part#feels such like a happy “ive done it” kinda thing ig?#and the melody changed ending with a high note#bro.#the amp noises before the whole thing starts too#then that whole riff....GOD#music scientifically made to fuck up my brain#genuinely so happy its returned#i shouldn't be this happy over text but like COME ON MAN#LITERALLY MADE IT MY NAME#my god do those synths be shenaniganing#this stupid line of text had such a lovely musically return#like the music itself feels so. perfect for it ig? idk#im not even talking about the actual lyrics help#those are so fuckin good too#augh. count eleven my beloved#you were made to ruin me
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I get hating certain political systems and trying to abolish totalitarian regimes but at the same time many of them are so interwoven with our history and society they have become tropes and when I consume media with a setting where the monarchy is absolute and revered then I am playing my part and sucking that princeling off
#litchi.txt#there are games that address this kinda stuff! and thats good! its good that there are games talking about how this is bad!#but at the same time when I go into a game knowing I will be the prince's sword and shield I dont expect the game to be anti-monarchy#despite having pretty strong opinions on many a thing I tend to put most of them away the moment I engage with media#imperialism bad. monarchy bad. doesnt mean I cant enjoy roleplaying in a game where I help these systems#because guess what its fictional and not everything needs to be a strong statement about politics#sometimes we just... wanna vibe with a setting#I am so very thoroughly exhausted from the politics in this country and where things are going I just kinda need that no brainer gameplay#even if it means working as the secret police for an emperor#even if it means replacing one dictator with another#because its still a game#a lot of people talk about imperialism-monarchy-colonialism with these things because they are a big issue even today#and they are important to talk about!! in real world!!#but I rarely see people be this upset about like religion etc which like. thats also a massive problem.#idk Im just tired of trying to look at fanart of all my fantasy medieval games and people being upset that the games#are not super anti-monarchy despite the marketing being literally 'you are the emperor's bestie. you help him out and go on a quest.'#'your quest is to manipulate local government to support the emperor and do his bidding'#like idk how That is supposed to be a game that addresses it properly#and maybe it does but ig since the MC doesnt look at the player and go REMEMBER KIDS! THIS IS EVIL AND BAD AND WHY MONARCHY SUCKS#it doesnt count??? I guess???
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I cannot listen to the magnus archives as a normal person I have to read the wiki pages of episodes I already listened to and make notes and try to guess the entities and what they do and make a file out of it
#i know there are entities because if youre on tumblr you cannot not know about them#so far i suspect three. one with the closed eye in hand that makes people do their killing. idk whats the gain or if im right but its. there#then there is one with the table. i assume its the one that makes people see visions hallucinations and dreams. gaslighting them and taking#people from their lives as if they never existed. erasing records afterwards (but not without flaws)#then there is the eye. idk what it does. idk if its connected with the books or the lightless flame. or if its literally an all seeing eye#that can mess with everything. and i also think that one can be good? like used to protect too? idk#then there is the whole worm lady which i have no idea about the entity. controlling invertebrates??#infestation definitely?#i havent made notes abt the figures that disappear in light and also about the fog? i guess. the one that makes people get lost.#or is it the graveyard#even though if i count everything ive mentioned here as seperate entities that makes 9 of them#i feel like there are 14 bc of the 14 doors in that one episode#maybe the candle one from the cave ep?#okay 4 more to go.#oh and the one that can make flesh but doesnt really know how to#how to properly humanize the flesh#3 more?#maybe that one with the old man and the keyhole that wasnt there.#dk what that is though#2 more.#idk the last ones are already far-fetched#the first three i mentioned are the ones im more certain about lol#anyway. cant wait to see how wrong or right i was! yeehaw#tma#fandom#also i feel like the sasha and gertrude were gotten by the same thing. might be wrong#if anyone is still here in my tags ive just finished 1st season
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Sier? I haven’t even met her! Laugh.
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#today has been a shit day but Im feeling a bit better now that I’ve drawn sier#long story short one of my friends is being harassed by their ex#so I’ve been in a blinding rage all day and combined with me not getting enough sleep and cleaning all day today quite sucked#but hey. I drew sier and made them a new mini ref so that’s gotta count for something#but yeah sier my beloved I’ve been thinking abt them all day they’re just so cute and I love drawing them#I forgive them for being a human character they’re silly and have shapes#I now have only 4 eg refs to go I think? which is honestly a lot closer than I thought I was I thought this was gonna be another year of#last minute refs for artfight and some that don’t get remade but honestly this is super doable#rly the only big problem is going to be fydd since it’s been so long since I’ve drawn him properly#the other three are just dodie tali and bloom which shouldn’t be too bad at all#now idk if the icons are happening but it’s definitely feeling a lot more doable now so idk maybe I’ll get to some of them#key word maybe I make no promises#thankfully I don’t rly have any other ocs that I feel pressed to make new refs for so I can take it easy leading up to artfight this year#I’d like to get some of them icons but that’s not necessary#hopefully sier will get drawn this year she hasn’t been attacked since her old design from years ago lol#but sier is also a character I’ve gotten other pieces of art of over the years so I won’t be heartbroken if they keep getting ignored lol#I don’t rly know who I’d like to see attacked most tbh#obviously I’m always happy to see art of any of my ocs but usually I do have a preference#so Im excited to see who gets attacked even if it’s only a few of them#I’m willing to bet teke will get at least one attack I believe in him#hopefully teka gets drawn too I love her dearly as well#anyways shower time and then sleep time gn gamers
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manifesting childe in 4.2 (since his reruns were in 3.2, 2.2) and the strength to not roll for anything until then
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#nahida stole my last few primogems on her way out and didne even come home >:( thief!!!!#its okay though i have the newbie buff#basically everything is unexplored and i havent even finished the inazuma archon quest yet#i hear youre guaranteed to get the featured 5 star at 180 pulls?#lets do some maths here#each version lasts for 5-6 weeks#and its 6 versions till 4.2 since were currently in 3.6#that means its 30-36 weeks#which means i will make 12k primos from daily commissions till then#im not sure how often events run but lets say its one even every two versions and each event gives 2k primos#which adds 4k primos to our pile#thats halfway there#im gonna need to make the rest with my newbie rewards#oh wait forgot about abyss#idk if i should count it though i cant even clear floor 4 properly lol#lets say i get 200 primos from there each reset#thats another 3k primos#so were at 19k primos#this is doable#i can do it besties!!!#how funny would it be if i do manage to get childe and i fucking hate his weird gameplay lmao
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I hate when twitch streamers are asked for streaming advice and they start talking about how you'll never get big ever and you need to have the 'right' reasons to get into it... like yeah the chances of blowing up are slim and if you're only thinking about getting views fast you'll probably get disappointed/bitter, but like why do so many streamers immediately go to the most negative 'advice' and don't try to encourage people at all? Streaming should be fun! You wanna start streaming? Go do it!! Don't put all your money into it and abandon everything on the small chance you'll get big of course, but if you wanna try it then try it! I'm sure when they give that advice they're trying to be realistic, but honestly it's just overly negative and turns that small chance of making it a job into a 0% chance because it's discouraging ppl from trying at all...
#chernikocore#i heard it hours ago and im still thinking about it orz#idk man theres 0 benefit to being so depressing and negative in response to someone wanting to learn#and like just cause someone's asking for advice doesnt mean they wanna get huge maybe they just wanna have fun but still do it properly#anyway heres some basic advice from someone who doesn't stream:#if you're not sure what equipment is best focus on getting a better mic than any other thing like camera or keyboard or whatever#if youre wanting to make it into a job try doing it casually for fun first to see how you feel before you start a strict schedule#if you've got any friends available to be mods or even just pop in your streams sometimes PLEASE ask them#cause you'll have to pay real mods and having friends in chat boosts ur view count which helps randos find ur account#and ofcourse have fun ☆#if any of you start streaming you better tell me so i can watch >:O
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is will growing a beard? 😭
man idk… im not the biggest fan of beards in men, like in my eyes it takes a specific type of man to pull that of… but istg will has me wrapped around his finger in a way thats not even funny 😓 he could do anything and i would still be there like "🥰 yes go off king"
#dont think hes like actively trying to grow a beard ??? looks like just that type of little boyish stubble#love blonde boys who cant properly grow a beard bcs it just ends up being a few little random hairs poking up everywhere 😭#but like. i definitely support the stubble#idk if it even counts as a stubble but dont know any other words for it atm#asks <3#anon <3
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yea danganronpa i love that series i mean yeah it's the scourge of the earth but it has kyoko kirigiri & like 5 other good characters
#i wish i had properly documented my experiences because in retrospect it is kind of hard to capture what i loved#dr1's atmosphere obviously also i'd argue it's surviving cast but only like half of them#idk they kinda just pulled out all the stops for that game#i mean the main villain#also they do endings so good besides the one that doesn't count#the general format plus the way they mix it up is also really cool even if i think all the changes tend to be worse#EXP system :(#but yeah I think like 1-6 was just crazy like you're begging to know what's going on all the locked areas are tantalizing#and then 2 actually made me uncertain about monomi's alignment#very mixed feelings on izuru kamakura#dr2 felt more like an experience i'd say like “woag that sure is happening”#might prefer the non-trial bits of 2-6 to 1-6 but the trial was kind of underwhelming even with the obvious parts#2's characters were... eh all around idk i was kind of struggling to figure out who i wanted to hang out with#the cases were great though. maybe. 2-1 is a very strong start but nothing really lives up#and then i've already talked excessively on 3 & v3 as have others but they're sure are game and anime irrespectively#i mean the themes carry hard until v3 grrrrr i should get back to writing that; got a bit stuck
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…why do I do things such as this (swamping myself with massive art projects) to myself
#in order of personal priority we’ve got:#nads secret event art (needs rendering but otherwise done)#animatic (not even started yet) (want to get it done by early feb but not the BIGGEST deal I think) (just. it’d be nice)#puppetshades 3 art (sketch done but no colors yet) (would be nice to have that finished by mid jan. for obvious reasons)#dnd art (tied in priority to the one above) (tbf I always have random dnd art pieces on my plate. what else is new lmao) (I love it so much#postie animation meme (idk how to properly count how done I am) (I’ve spent a lot of time studying backgrounds and I think I can#pull off a thing that?? I genuinely didn’t think I could before? I’m really proud of myself lol I got a whole cityscape drawn!! it’s not#shaded yet but it’s already looking exactly like how I wanted it which is. very new for backgrounds lmao. also it doesn’t even need to be#that good bc it’s gonna be somewhat transparent behind the animation meme)
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#tag talk#was talking with my brother about being plural and like. I'm kinda the tough rough protector cliche one#and I was talking about wanting my other half to be happy and he hit me with something I'm still mulling over.#he was like “you talk a lot about wanting her to be happy. does she want you to be happy?”#and like. chat words cannot describe how much that threw me. it's my job to take the blows. to front when we're in danger and in pain.#I don't think she gives a shit whether I'm happy. she hasn't learned to care about me as a separate person.#I care about her because that's my job. I'm the fucking trauma alter or whatever. but she doesn't care back.#and we really need to have this talk once she's back. she's asleep right now cause we've been having real bad migraine and I've been dealing#but once things aren't so bad we need to have a fucking talk#I'm not happy being restricted to a relationship I'm not interested in. I don't want to date our partner and that's whatever#but I can't even go out and get fucked properly because even though *I'm* not in a relationship my second half is.#like. goofy ah situation where two people live in a single body so one of them is celibate in order to keep the other one monogamous#like. how the fuck do I do this? if he calls me babe or baby or my love one more time I'm gonna kill us both I hate it.#she likes words of endearment like that and I would rather die. she likes kissing him but I don't like kissing anyone in general#and this whole time I've been expected to just go along with everything because she just bulldozes me out of the way.#I tried to break up with him and she took over the next day and got us right back together again with apologies and letters#because she's genuinely emotionally happy with him and I'm happy for her because I do care.#but I'm not happy with the situation and I don't think she actually cares that I'm not happy. she's caught up in her own shit#and I'll admit I do like him. the partner. we communicate really well and we kinda click yaknow?#and I really do want to keep him as a friend long term#but I can't fucking do this I'm not monogamous I just wanna go get fucked good and rough and he's insufficient for that#one of these years I want to go to Folsom Street Fair. I've read a ton about it and it looks so fun.#I just wanna be sexually liberated and unfortunately I'm stuck in this body with a hopeless romantic#anyway. we've got a lot to sort out here.#I just. she does care but she gets so caught up in her own shit that she forgets to consider other people.#and weirdly enough I count as other people even though we're kinda(?) the same person#pretty similar music tastes. relatively similar fashion styles. same body and same childhood goes far in making you similar people#and yeah. I'm aware she's the more developed one. I don't get nearly as much screen time as she does. but I'm making up for lost time#idk. if I'm stuck here I may as well make the most of it.#also wanna know something funny? I think I'm the one who's tried to kill us every time. no way she ever had the guts to do it.
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ignore how many WIPs i have going on shush shush
tmph one year old okay?
[making a piece for each song on its release date, this one his Grew On Me's messy sketch of it :} might post the others wips too]
#atlas art wips#i love this outift so much im so sad he never wore it again#especially with a better camera so i can actually see how the outfit looks properly#cos i THINK theres a texture thing on the crop top?? also the skirt kinda just looks like a long sleeve shirt tide around his waist#idk the ref photos are like 10 PIXELS#either way the outfit looks very cool. lighting & flipped hair are a nice touch to it#outfits a sick vibe alright ? lemme rant about it#heh. sick. grew on me. im funny#anyway#cj pls wear this fit again. even for just like 5 frames. i just need ONE clear image#its. as the kids say. such a slay.#anyway. i love grew on me#this was just a reason to rant about grew on me#its so so good#i like the og but cjs is just a diff vibe yk#can just sit there & stare at the wall/ceiling an just vibe#thats why its at 1055 plays.... jeez#thats not even my number 1 played cj song help#it IS 3rd tho#fif is my top one :}#dtip being 2nd#OH YEAH! I just hit 1000 on SUYS too#i like music can you tell?#if an interest of mine has banger music i WILL be more into it#if that interest IS music? lord fears my contestant mental flow. or lack there of#almost 2 years bby i am DOOMED to listen for an eternity#its 2:30am so im ranting inane nonsense again apologies#i like grew on me :}#moss rants#might as well count
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And if I say this is what my wips are like
(Is that good advertisement? Does it make you want to read them? I will try to hurry up in finishing them. They're both much longer than I anticipated but one is like 6 chapters and the other... Hmmm (I've recently finished chapter 9, and have scenes written that could end up in chapters like 10-12 but then the aftermath of that will probably be one or two more chapters... but if I can, I'll smash chapters together like chapters 1 & 2 together will be chapter 1, it messes with my advertisement plan but that's a bonus project anyway and I'll worry about it later) maybe 14 maybe 7 chapters. Both of them started as one shots tho. Granted, the second one I'm talking about was supposed to be a long one shot, it's still too long to be a one-shot now)
#not gonna tag this properly#i don't want to be precieved but the fanbase too much this time or how can I post these anonymously later#I'm unoriginal tho#My wips are very different from each other tho#Even if that's a core... point(? Idk the word) in them#There's a third one that that can add to that count but that one I already know would be longer than both of these & its a bit more complex#So there's a pin in it for now#lol this has been in my drafts since 2 days after that was twted
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I really need three days off in a week bc between plans with friends and family obligations I have absolutely no time to relax
#I don’t count it as a day off unless I don’t go anywhere or see anyone#day off means locked in my apartment. alone. staring at the wall and talking to myself for hours#I have to go to grandma’s tomorrow bc I always see her once a week#and she made me borsch. I can’t just skip out on borsch#and then I promised my friends I’d go ice skating with them on Sunday#idk why I agreed#I’ve never even seen a pair of skates in real life before#I can’t work properly when I’ve got two feet on the ground. let alone when skates and ice are involved#it’s gonna end so badly I can already tell#a long time ago a friend tried to teach me to rollerblade#I couldn’t even get off the floor after putting the rollerblades on#I am absolutely not cut out for stuff like this#no sense of balance. whatsoever#it’s gonna be miserable for everyone involved bc I’ll spend the entire trying not to fall#and my friends will spend the entire time helping me not fall#I really shouldn’t have agreed. I never even wanted to go. but I’ve never taken part in any winter activity. ever#ice skating. skiing. snowboarding. snowball fights. building a snowman. none of it#and my friend had three passes left to a rink by her house#I have to go#I literally can’t cancel#but I have so much shit happening next week and I really need a day off to just sit and process it all#right now I’m actively ignoring everything coming up bc if I think about it I will sob my eyes out#and I already do that enough. and I can’t sleep after I cry and I’ve been sleep deprived for months#god.. how will I ever make it through life if I can’t even handle going out with friends on a weekend and one single mock exam??#life’s really hammering in that I’m all grown up now huh#okay. no. nope. not gonna go there. not gonna cry tonight. I can’t keep crying all the time it’s not good for me#I swear I didn’t cry this much when I was actively depressed and suicidal. and it’s not those cleansing cries either#I always feel like shit afterwards. but what can you do. I just have to get it together and stop whining#I made a commitment. now I have to follow through. like the adult I almost am. no more complaining#I’m done
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